thoughts on moods so far

When I was reading this book, it seems somewhat confusing. This is probably because I don't understand poetry and never really had an interest in reading poetry so I sometimes don't understand what the author is trying to convey at times. somethings I do understand in this book so far is, that the author talks about how he knew someone that had an Italian husband that passed away and there were rumors that he slept with another woman. The author also discussed how the woman he knew changed ever since her husband died. As I read this book, it seems as if he mixes things up when he writes. For example he talks about Mrs.Tuchner making soup and her having a child. Then he brings up physicists searching for tiny particles. It looks like this type of book will just have sections where it confuses the reader but at the same time have them wonder.